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hello there! I am about to start ketamine therapy treatments, in two days. I am very hopeful that it may help my long term depression and anxiety, but am also so anxious thinking: what if it doesn't? What if I spend all the money and time... only to have gone on a few journeys and be left with the same dysfunctional brain? So- I'm very nervous. I've also never done psychedelics before... so there's that anxiety as well! But... I keep try to remind myself to stay positive. This is a completely new experience for me, and all I can do is hope that I can feel free from this sadness/despair/empty soul and constant anxiety after these treatments. I don't know who to pray to, but may they hear my deepest prayers that I will do anything for these treatments to work. May they not only work for me, but may they bring to others solace and peace that they've been looking for and hopefully one day, just blissful happiness :). I'm encouraged by this first step in psychedelic treatment that this country, hopefully one day, will be on the right path to a legitimate form of holistic treatment.

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